Hey mate, been there got so bad, ex Army so do not hit women and she knew that , so broke down when Doctor saw all my bruises and she called the police and i was a made by them a Battered husband. Next time she did it a neighbour who had been told about it, called the police she was arrested and ...... So i became a Patron to support you. All the best and we are all here for you if you need to talk. Best Patrick